Monday, August 29th, 2005
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3:25 am - New lj
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Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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7:01 pm
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Oh here you are, there's nothing left to say
You're not supposed to be that way
Did they push you out? did they throw you away?
Touch me now and I don't care
When you take me I'm not there
Almost human, but I'll never be the same
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
Long way down, I don't want to live in here alone
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
I never put you down, I never pushed you away
You're not supposed to be that way
And anything you want, there's nothing I could say
Is there anything to feel?
Is it pain that makes you real?
Cut me off before it kills me
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
Long way down, I don't want to live in here alone
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
I never put you down, I never pushed you away
Take another piece of me
Give my mind a new disease
And the black and white world never fades to gray...
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Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
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5:42 pm
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Dealt with my problem. am excelling at work. Anticipate all that I do...
What a dream!
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Monday, August 15th, 2005
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11:57 am
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Yesterday was wonderful.... it wore me down, but I think I needed that.
I am so weary. I wish it weren't necessary to function
*Edit*: I got the job at starbucks....!!!
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Friday, August 12th, 2005
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6:06 pm
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last night... amazing...
We will rule the world, with a lot of talent and a bit of luck
I've switched my classes and am now taking bio.... I'm excited!
...anything else? not at the moment
PS-everything has been quite sumptuous since I've cut the cord
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Thursday, August 11th, 2005
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2:47 pm
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Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
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3:48 pm
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Lately I've been falling into a routine of late nights and worthless days
This trend needs to end - now
I still need to get a job and review my math... I'm dropping German because at this junction, it won't be useful. I need to go out to washington and visit people/places and then the wait begins.
Oh god, the waiting will kill me
Then it's good-bye to michigan.
Big steps for such a small person, but I believe and that's all I need to do
It's amazing that quite a few people I care for are leaving... Most to the opposite coast, but distance is nothing.... spider-silk connections will remain
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Thursday, July 28th, 2005
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8:32 pm
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just broke a 101 temp
and I'm posting on lj? Yup, I'm delirious
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Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
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3:28 pm
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Soon it will be gone...
I think I'll miss it
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Saturday, July 16th, 2005
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1:33 pm
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If nothing comes from my life other than helping others on their path to greatness, then I can ask no more..
*I am in love with a stranger who's obsidian eyes cut through the gauze separating us from the stars*
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Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
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3:28 pm
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My day consists of going over pieces of music, learning about orchids, and applying for jobs...
This year should be ultra productive, which means I will have no
life... I never pegged myself as one of "those" people
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Friday, July 1st, 2005
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8:55 pm
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Thursday, June 30th, 2005
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1:32 pm
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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
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2:18 pm
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"Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me. It can only be one word. No more. Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you."
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Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
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8:56 pm
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Greece is beautiful, but a bit too commercially driven for my taste... I have met wonderful/not so wonderful people and will tell you all about them....
PS-Sarah is a baaaad influence *winkwink*
I miss 2 things... Charley and dancing. One can be remedied at any time... the other I have to wait a bit for
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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
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11:16 am - From Munich, with love...
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alright everyone!
I have no internet connection at my brother's yet, so the internet cafe is my option...
I am currently in Munich, which is an awesome city (I enjoy it much better than Nuremberg...)
Next stop, who knows? We're thinking either London, Venice, or Vienna.
Alright, flight was not so good, Paris/Parisians weren't so great either (maybe because we were going to Germany?), Nuremberg was interesting to explore (but not the red light district), and thank god for hostels!!!!!
I have five minutes and it just isn't enough!
More to come in a week or so.... I have lost some addresses because AOL mail sucks ass... Please leave them again, I will be sending postcards out at the end of the week
bye!!!
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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
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12:15 pm
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Twenty years ago I rode
By helicopter to the sky
I laughed at gravitation
For a moment I was free
They say I never landed
You know they may be right
It looks better from above
With some distance in between
To leave is never easy
Perhaps it shouldn't be
But return is even harder
Yes, return is harder still
I often dream of flying
Far above the city streets
I beat my wings and leave
For Cairo or New York
To leave is never easy
Perhaps it shouldn't be
But return is even harder
Yes, return is harder still
I can go to many places
But there's no one there to meet
And the sky is a lonely place
Just me and the silent clouds
To leave is never easy
Perhaps it shouldn't be
But return is even harder
Yes, return is harder still
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Saturday, May 21st, 2005
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11:20 am
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I stood on mountaintops
that overlooked the world
I can't find anything
except a void inside
I went to places where
I could forget your name
I can't find anything
except a void inside
show me the places
where I can forget your name
I can't find anything
except a void inside
I don't have anything
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Friday, May 20th, 2005
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10:48 pm
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Alright... I was supposed to go to Necto with Marc, but those plans fell through
I knew I needed to go dancing again so I put on my glad rags and went down to city alone... When I got there, I realized no one that I knew was out (except for dan, but he doesn't count). At first I was very reserved, but then they played New Order and the night began. I danced as if I were the only one on the floor. I had many people come up to me and tell me that I was great at dancing, which made me smile... I love those kinds of compliments!
It was me and the music. It pulsed through me, lead my body.
No time for thoughts, just pure movement
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5:30 pm
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